Interesting - as I was writing a post for the Facebook band page I thought back to exactly how I wrote and recorded both A Fine Line and Sound of Thoughts CDs, and even looked all the way back to 2000's Onion project. Think of this as a post mortem for 4 recording projects in a music catalog that was never planned to ever exist for a "career" that I imagined would never happen.
- Onion was all written on Korg Z3 and Roland JX-8P keyboards, Svilpacaster, Squier Tele, Art & Lutherie acoustic guitar, & Zoom 9001 guitar processor. The PC was a good one at the time - Pentium II, Echo Layla audio interface with some MIDI interface. I was using Master Tracks 4 and Cool Edit Pro as my audio software - no synching capabilities between the two so I'd write all the drum, bass and keyboard parts with Master Tracks Pro with a 1 bar quarter note side stick two bars before Bar 1 to sync, then record each instrument track as a stereo wave - when done recording 16 or 18 audio tracks separately I'd then move the audio files around and align the clicks to get the composite audio project. At this point, guitars and vocals would be put down in that order. Now, because I wasn't a great engineer, and because the Pentium II wasn't able to handle more than 1 or 2 real time insert effects, I'd print the echo/chorus/reverb to disk and then figure out if it was good later in final mixdown. Often I'd be recording the tracks and then think of something very cool to put in, which would have me scrap the audio tracks I'd been working on, go back to the MIDI programming and insert the idea and instrumentation, then start over from scratch laying the audio down. Using this very painful method, Onion was finished and released in January 2000. While it was an important project for me in terms of writing and recording, I don't feel terribly nostalgic about this one, and honestly, listening back to the CD it's miraculous that the material is actually listenable (i.e. I'm not cringing and squirming too much in my chair)...
- The Sound of Thoughts - starting in 2003, I was assigned as Alpha customer support for Steinberg. My primary contact point was Charlie Steinberg - the CEO of Steinberg and creator of Cubase. Charlie was a very pleasant guy - when we were done he sent me a copy of Cubase SX3 signed by all the engineers as a way of thanks, and also put me in touch with various VST companies who supplied me with their product. Well... with all this good software and an improved PC at home, I started trading/buying/selling keyboards, guitars and amplifiers with a view to recording new material. Like Onion, I simply started writing pop songs, then took some of those songs and made them more "progressive", and finally realized that I should just write a "progressive rock album" - I enjoyed the really twisted proggy stuff more than the pop stuff. Most of the material was written or transcribed (in the case of Lady in a Cage) in my office at work with a MIDI keyboard - I'll go into more detail in a future post. By this time I had a decent studio set up and my playing chops were improving with daily practise such that I was able to write the material immediately as inspiration struck and then simply transfer MIDI files to the home studio for arrangements and guitar/vocal overdubs. Still, it took almost 2 years to write and record everything on the final CD - not perfect by any means, but the CD was very well received by anyone chancing to buy it. And online reviews were very good as well...
- A Fine Line - this time, after numerous personal & professional obstacles that cropped up beginning July 2005 lasting through Dec 2007, after writing an entire CDs worth of music just to throw it away because I didn't feel it "met the bar", and other bad things - the family moved to a new home and I was allowed the "media room" upstairs for my studio. Gear wise, I had built an electronic drum kit, had a very good set of keyboards/guitars/bass, excellent microphones - everything needed to rehearse and record material with very high quality. But the delays took what would have been a great band I'd assembled before the tribulations down to simply Paul and I writing and recording. A far different writing & recording scenario resulted - some of the material was done more spontaneously like First Piece, Mesmerize and Adagio, where ideas were thrown down not knowing how they would turn out. Others like Temple, Frantic or Drawing the Short Straw were a lot more disciplined and composed. And of course there were three songs that I brought forward essentially completed - Mirror, Shadows and Only One were done years earlier. Because we were hiring drummers for the tracks, and we had to have everything pretty much finished before they could work, the songs ended up being ridgidly composed and arranged. There wasn't anything that would be considered totally out there stylistically or technically - and I think it was because everything had to be so regimented such that there was no jamming which would produce anything spontaneously. AFLB is a very strong & cohesive CD start to finish - but in some ways I think Sound of Thoughts had a couple more exciting and higher risk tracks on it because of how the material was written.
What to take away from this? Well, going chronologically, early on it was about capturing the idea and fleshing it out enough to recognize it as a whole. As the technology got better, it facilitated better fleshing, but sometime about 2008 I got obsessed with the flesh instead of the bones - now, I dont think it hurt the material since I believe it all is quite strong and can stand up in solo performance. But I also strongly believe that with a good band behind to work on the material and build on the strengths, all the songs and therefore the CDs would be far better for it.
Going back to do some reworking of the material, I have a lot to do. Having my friend John come in and play drums on stuff that is in some cases more than 20 years old from original writing - pretty big for me. I have also been working on getting the authentic vintage sounds for the projects, so that not only do we get a live band feel on material that is kinda mechanical, but also the tones and sounds that I'd intended to have when I first wrote the stuff. Finishing the Vocal Iso Booth so that I can belt out my vocal parts without feeling foolish - crucial to me getting the final song completed. Finally - this is the springboard for new material and building the end game set of songs. I've discussed how I want to build a composition based on bits from past efforts as well as new material; I've also talked about closing out the trilogy of CDs appropriately. There will be a cover songs project here as well.
A lot of material that over the next 12-24 months will start flowing out - trying to finish off and close on the aspirations of youth in a fitting manner. I dont think anyone really understands, but then while I feel it's necessary for me to go forward, I dont understand this need either. As my Facebook friend Anil Prasad has said in a posting earlier this week (and I paraphrase here) - "you dont write and record music to make a fortune, become famous or earn accolades... you do it because you have to, you need to and your life, your very soul depends on it..."
I have to give the artistic side of my brain a way to express itself. Otherwise, life is drained of color and becomes nothing more than existence.